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    ...<3 beginning of the night  <3...
                                  ...<//3 end of the night  <//3...

      (( *what a fucking night...cant even explain* ))
                  ((* but nothing matters *))

---> True Friends, its cause of you i keep on going <---
                     ...16 days bitches...

Savannah asked me this earlier....but i wanna know your answer....

"If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?"

Leave me some comments please 

He loved that girl more than anybody could understand. In his eyes, that girl was (( perfect )). Everytime he talked to her he would get nervous and his body would start to tingle. [ He loved being around her. ] They talked about everything. Everything but that small, strong phrase he dared not let out of his mouth. But he held on to everything, hoping one day ---» she'll understand what she means to him, one day she'll understand what he went through. Every day he would watch her and get this feeling deep down... and he knew he was in love. But he never said a word. Until one special day when the girl told him she had feelings for him. { And he froze up. } How could he react like this... all his dreams, his wishes, they were finally coming true. So how could he not say that he liked her, too? Months later, the girl gave up and his world crashed. >>> He couldn't help but cry. To this day he has the very same feelings for her. And to this day he regrets not letting her know.....

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well, today basically sucked lol but yeah there's always tomorrow... although the day sucked, Language Arts made me think... and i guess it was a good thing, cause its helping me realize more about the stuff i am trying to change about myself...as well as more! <3

anyways, im liken one alot... but what i hate is that ever since the day i saw him, i have liked him...even though i might deny it, or not tell anyone, this feeling for him has always been there... and yeah we have been best friends since the day we met.. but i cant help but want a chance to be something more... but i've tryed and tryed and tryed... i guess you just gotta know when to give up... for good. and im not out to mess up the one thing i know i can count on...

ITS A FOUR DAY WEEKEND <3 let me know

                                  ...i think its about time for some...
                                ---» RANDOM THOUGHTS «---
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*i miss my best friend...
*i want to go shopping for summer clothes
*i wish it was Spring Break, no summer
*im officially on a diet
*im starting to work out as well as diet, so i look good this summer
*it was gorgeous out today...did you play outside? i did
*softball is coming up... yeah im screwed ha
*i might be going to Davidson
*amazingly i think im finally over that boy...for good
*liken a new one...with no chance but hey it dont bother me
*God-what keeps me going when times get hard & you arent there

and lastly....
*i hate my choices, my looks, how i treat people, how i let other people treat me like crap when i know i deserve better, everything negative i do to myself, what i put other people through, im selfish, im lazy, i dont care about much, how i care so much about what other people think, and sometimes lie even so i dont hurt someone...to put it simply, i just fucking hate who i am! but im going to guarentee i will change...i will think before i say or do anything...as for looks, i said i am going to diet and work out everyday...treat people better, and not say half the shit i say to them...how i let other people treat me like crap when i know i deserve better, well yeah i bet you can guess where i got this..*coughcoughhuntercoughcough*, and not just him, friends as well... and well you can figure out the rest...but you will be seeing changes in me very soon <3

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